Hello Monday.

I have slept fine the past few nights. Friday night we went out to eat and I was really full and had two drinks and went to bed at like 10pm. I slept til almost 10am. Saturday I went to bed laid, at like 1am because I had gone out to a bday party (although I wanted to be home much earlier. Oh well). I got up around 9:30 on Sunday. Felt tired on Sunday. Went to sleep about 10pm Sunday night, woke up about 5:20am today. Didn’t go back to sleep but laid in bed til 6am.

Have been in kind of a bad mood the last several days due to stuff that’s going on at work with benefit cuts amounting to pay cuts, etc. It is really stressing me out. Like the kind where you wake up from sleeping and for a minute can’t remember that you were upset about something but then you remember what it was. Saturday I got really angry about it, then chopped onions for food while I was mad and ended up cutting my finger kinda bad. Oh well, that’s what I get for not paying attention to what I was doing and having an immature fit. Of course after I started bleeding all over I had a major emotional meltdown, more due to pay cuts than my finger. Was exhausted all day from my emotional outbursts. Felt kind of down by Sunday evening. Feeling better today but still getting stressed out by the constant news/drama/conflict of what’s going on with the governor and the unions, etc.

Made an appt with the doctor next week to follow up on the reduction in my anti depressants and also discuss weird spots/skin stuff by my eye (I hope it’s not cancer), and also that I am 99% sure I have tennis elbow, that my eye has not stopped twitching for almost three weeks now, taking prenatal vitamins and getting pregnant this summer.