It’s Wednesday. It has officially been a week since I reduced the Celexa from 15mg to 10mg. I have not had any problems sleeping. Last night I went to bed really early, around 8pm. I got up to go to the bathroom around 11pm and 3am and went back to sleep without problem each time. I was still sleeping when my alarm went off at 5:50am.

Yesterday I felt like I had tons of energy and just needed to find something to do (other than work of course) but then when I got home I took a hot shower and felt more relaxed. I started to feel a little bummed out though because of not having anything to do (that I actually wanted to do). I think winter is starting to get on my nerves. I want to be outside, but not when it’s -10. I want it to be nice outside so I can walk the dog and run outside and ride the four wheeler in the yard.

Also, I need a project. I have booked the trip to Cancun but that’s two months away. I decided which car I want to buy but that’s at least a year away until I can really even start looking for one to buy. We are going to get pregnant, but probably not for at least 6 months. I need something to research and plan.

On a good note, I have lost a little weight. Two people have commented about it to me. My jeans are also fitting noticeably better. I am enjoying that, but pretty much still think constantly about eating. I want to binge on brownie mix, cookie dough, peanut butter blossom cookies, papa johns pizza, candy, and a giant steak. Oh, and some more of that lasagna from olive garden would be nice too! Oh well, not today!  

Overall though I am feeling good. I made three actual meals this week, with actual ingredients, not from a box or the freezer.