Tuesday. Did not get enough sleep last night. Went to bed at a good hour and fell asleep reading. Woke up to pee at about 11:30pm. Checked to see if Jesse had fallen asleep and needed to be woken up to come to bed but he was still up. I went back to sleep with no problem until Jesse came in and threw his blanket on top of me. I woke up then and couldn’t fall back to sleep because he laid down and started snoring. Was awake for about an hour and a half before I got up and went out to the couch.  It took me a while to fall back asleep on the couch. Even after I woke Jesse up and he stopped snoring I couldn’t fall back asleep because I was afraid he’d start snoring again and I couldn’t stop thinking about how on earth I will ever get any sleep once we have kids because obviously I won’t be able to sleep with ear plugs then and even with ear plugs in Jesse’s snoring keeps me awake. So I laid awake envisioning nights of getting up to feed and check on a baby, laying back down to try to sleep and being kept awake by snoring.  Got up to a full day of crap dealing with our stupid governor’s ideas about our budget and everyone (including me) being angry about it, going to a protest, bitching someone out on facebook, and arguing with jesse about all of it after I got home. I am in a bad mood, close to tears, and fearful that I won’t be able to sleep again tonight.