Thursday. I worked 10 hours yesterday, partly because I need the money, partly because I have a lot of work to do, and partly because I knew if I went home as scheduled (which still would have left me with a 9 hour day because of going in early) I wouldn’t do anything productive anyway. I probably shouldn’t have worked so long. By the time I got home I was in tears and had a few minor breakdowns in the evening. I was so tired after my 3^rd day of about 4 hours of sleep per night. I fell asleep on the couch watching true blood at like 8pm but Jesse woke me up so I could take my pills and go to bed. By the time I laid down in bed my mind was on again, thinking about falling asleep of course, and I knew I wasn’t going to be able to fall asleep. I got up and went back to the couch and watched more true blood. I fell asleep on the leather couch watching true blood (well I did actually turn the tv off eventually) around 11 or so and I did sleep most of the night. I woke up a few times but fell back asleep. I think the reason I was able to sleep was that I just told myself that if I couldn’t sleep that night I would go back to taking 15mg of Celexa the next day. Making that decision (or at least telling myself that) made me feel more relaxed. Anyway I was still sleeping when my alarm went off at 5:55am. I feel tired but not crazy tired like last night.

Oh – I should add that I took 125mg of Trazodone instead of 100 last night (which made me feel a little nauseous) and when I got up to pee at midnight I took 2 (additional) benadryl.

I did take a prenatal vitamin last night. I had to pee a ton after that but I don’t know if it had to do with the vitamin or just that I drank orange juice. OJ always makes me have to pee.

My eye is still twitching.

I have several canker sores that really hurt.

This blog sounds really complainy but I guess the whole reason I created it was to document any sleeping/health issues I have, so that’s mostly what it’s about.