Hello Sunday. The last two nights have been rough. Friday night I decided that I was going to try to sleep in the bed. I've been sleeping fine on the couch for a long time so I thought I could transition to the bed. Big mistake. I got sleepy playing games on my phone but I laid down to go to sleep and no luck. This was about 11pm. About 12:30 I gave up and went out to the couch. Still couldn't fall asleep. Watched Seinfeld, played solitaire on my phone, all the things that have been helping me sleep recently. No luck. Around 3:00am I started crying and went to wake Jesse up. I laid with him for a while, crying, and then I took half a xanax and went back out to the couch. The last time I looked at the clock it was 3:38am. I slept til about 10:00, but was still very tired from the whole ordeal. We had stuff to do and at about 2:00pm I was able to take a nap for a hour and felt a lot better. Went out with friends for dinner. Got home about 11:00pm and tried to sleep on the couch. Stressed out about the inicident from the night before and couldn't fall asleep again. Finally fell asleep a little after 1am and slept til about 9:45am. I am pretty bummed out about this turn of events.