Wednesday. Slept like crap last night. I was really tired and almost fell asleep waiting for my computer to shut off but as soon as it was time to lay down and sleep i was awake. I watched some tv and fell asleep for a while, but then I woke up. I turned the tv, couldn't sleep, started to feel panicked. I had to try really hard to not panic. It worked a little bit. Then i turned the tv on again. It's weird, but sometimes when I do something that makes me try to keep my eyes open, it makes me fall asleep. like when i turn the tv on and it's bright, or a light to read and it's bright, I want to close my eyes, instead of when I'm trying to sleep and my eyes want to open. anyway, it took me about 2 hours to finally fall asleep, so i got to sleep about midnight. the hotel was crappy and you could hear everything. I only had one earplug left in when the alarm going off in the room ABOVE mine woke me up at 6:08am. I am tired and crabby tonight.